Review by Coll 4 Stars |
So our first review after a very long hiatus and I decide to
do an incredibly difficult book to write about, so this should be fun.
Honestly, I chose Girl in Pieces by Kathleen Glasgow on a whim. I had not been
in the best of moods and the title just called out to me when I saw it, so I
chose it. I knew nothing about the plot, and therefore nothing about the
emotional, and personal, whiplash I was in for.
There is no sugar-coating what this book is about; it tells
the story of Charlotte “Charlie” Davis, a teenage girl who cuts herself. The
book starts off rather abruptly with her in a home for girls, where she has
been placed after being found on the streets, homeless, near destroyed and
mutilated by her own hands. In the opening pages I found myself a little
clueless as to what was happening but all the pieces fall into place rather
quickly. Not to mention the main character also seems a little lost at first so
I felt it put me on a more intimate level with her. We quickly learn of the
troubled life Charlie has led and follow her through her time at the home and
her time after release, with many flashbacks to her old life.
Now there is nothing easy about taking in a story about
someone who self-harms. If you have harmed yourself in the past it stirs up so
many mixed emotions in you, and if you are someone who had never self-harmed it
just seems hard to stomach, I would assume. To be completely candid, I used to
self-harm. There is no shame in admitting it but there is also no glorifying
it, and I felt this book showed the reality of what it is like quite well. I
have read other reviews on it where it is said to be too extreme or that there
are too many issues going on at once and I have to beg to differ with that. I
felt the story could have been very real and I am sure it is for some girls. I
also think it gives a good glimpse into the mind of a girl who thinks she needs
to go to such extremes just to handle existing.
Girl in Pieces reads similarly to a series of diary entries
with flashbacks strewn throughout. The chapters are short, for the most part,
and it is a writing style that does take a little getting used to, but I
noticed that after a few chapters it flowed without a problem for me. The only
thing I took occasional issue with was that the writing could be a little too
poetic at times. For example: “My eyes are fierce with water…” This happens from
time to time and it can be a little overly done at points but I feel like those
moments did not take away from the reading experience. Also what teenager
didn’t think in such dramatic and poetic ways at times? It kind of comes with
being a teenager, especially an artistic one like Charlie.
Numerous characters are thrown into this book, both weak and
strong, and they are all rather compelling in terms of their issues and the
impact they have on themselves and one another. They show how troubled people
will feed off one another for help and comfort but too often in the wrong way,
where they enable and destroy each other. I think Glasgow also did a great job
of showing how some of the bonds we form with people over our flaws become the
strongest and most needed friendships. She shows that instead of flaws being a
negative, some positive can come out of them, although not without pain.
Girl in Pieces, to me, is a book that should be read. And I
don’t just mean read by people who can relate to it but also by those who can’t
relate and could never understand the idea of harming oneself. It provides and
eye-opening clarity and a painful truth of what really goes on in some people’s
lives. I am not going to lie, it is not an easy book to get through and it is
not a light read. I even found myself having to walk away from it several
times. I don’t mean that in a bad way either. It was just so real and vivid at
times that I needed to take a step back to absorb everything before going back.
In the end I really loved the book. It never once got slow or boring and the
main character was someone I really felt for and I found myself incredibly
concerned with her story and the outcome of it all. Girl in Pieces in a break
from the YA books we automatically think of and provides a dose of pain,
reality, and redemption that is so sorely needed sometimes.
“Everyone has that moment, I think, the moment when
something so…momentous happens that
it rips your very being into small pieces. And then you have to stop. For a
long time, you gather your pieces. And it takes such a very long time, not to
fit them back together, but to assemble them in a new way, not necessarily a better way. More, a way you can live
with until you know for certain that this piece should go there, and that one there.”
Interested in Girl in Pieces by Kathleen Glasgow? Check it out on Goodreads.